I am tired, and I'm rested
I wanna leave, I need to be somewhere else. I don't want the opinion of those who know me, I don't want the fear of being misunderstood. I despise the common knowledge, I pursue the unknown for the pleasure of the discovery, and the shiver of the shocking truth. I'm a drug addict, and my drug is every new thing that is out there, like the baby coming out of the womb, and their big eyes capturing every aspect of the world they came in. I'm sorry, my loved ones, for I'd rather leave you. I'm tired of the same faces and I'm tired of the same minds. I'm tired of the opinions I didn't ask for. I'm sorry I don't want to please you. I'm sorry I don't change my looks to please your sight. I'm sorry I change drastically, simply because I wanna see something completely different in the mirror. I'm tired of myself, I'm tired of my own opinions, my own concepts of truth. I wanna be born again, somewhere else, have a completely different point of view, new habits, new friends, new enemies, new house, new hair, new body, new opinion. I wanna renew myself. Because I'm tired, and I need to restart.
